Intending to look mortality squarely in the eye, I recently attended the 50th reunion of my high school class in Poplar Bluff, Missouri. It turned out to be a lot of fun. Something strange happened, though.
Someone brought up the name of Sam Giambelluca. He had been a leader in local sports when I was growing up. Without thinking, I said, “He ran a shoe store, didn’t he?”
No sooner did I say that than I thought to myself, “Where did that come from?” It’s not like I wake up every day thinking about Sam’s occupation. Rather, that memory was stored in a tiny safety deposit box locked in the back corner of a dusty memory vault. His name was all it took for it to be pulled out and unlocked.
It makes you wonder what other things we tuck away in our memory vault, doesn’t it? It also makes you wonder in what ways those memories unconsciously impact us today.
As children, we trust those who love and care for us. What we observe and hear we tuck away as ways to navigate life. As developmental biologist Bruce Lipton has said, “Young children carefully observe their environment and download the worldly wisdom offered by parents directly into their subconscious memory. As a result, their parents’ behavior and beliefs become their own.” (from Biology of Belief)
If there was ever a reason to stop and reflect on why we believe, act, and speak as we do, it’s this one. As a child, I’m going to accept as gospel what those who love me teach and demonstrate. I’m going to grow up with that as my unconscious default. Hopefully my parents passed down values and lifestyles that have helped me be a better person.
But no family is perfect, right?
Let’s be specific. I believe a main contributor to the perpetuation of prejudice and stereotyping are things we absorbed from people who love us. Since the beginning of our Homo sapiens ancestral line, we’ve been separating ourselves from each other. We divide people into us and them because it’s safer. We don’t do this because we’re mean, but because we’re fearful and want to protect ourselves and our offspring.
The growth of the early church came about because it offered a way of living that was an antidote to such unconscious familial poisoning. It provided a family with a countercultural set of values. “Love your neighbor as yourself” wasn’t something embodied much in Roman society. Accordingly, the first Christians focused on breaking down walls and including people, rather than building barriers and excluding them.
Unfortunately, a movement that transmitted memories of unconditional love and inclusion has occasionally been hijacked. Whenever Christians advocated separating from each other over some disagreement, they displayed spiritual amnesia. Debates over doctrine, the Bible, slavery, women’s rights, and, now, sexual orientation reveal how much we’ve forgotten the teachings of the one who said love God and others with your whole heart.
I’m convinced that the duty of every Christian is to constantly question where their beliefs/attitudes/biases come from, and why they may still hold them even when exposed by the stark light of the Good News. Honest reflection and repentance are keys to clearing out our memory vault of those things put there by well-intentioned but misguided people, whoever they may be.
Paul wrote, “Now that I have become a man, I’ve put an end to childish things” (1 Corinthians 13:11). I think it would have been more accurate for him to have written, “Now that I have become a man, I am putting an end to childish things.”
It takes a lifetime of work, but it will make the world a better place. It will also help make the church what it is meant to be.
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“Whenever Christians advocated separating from each other over some disagreement, they displayed spiritual amnesia.”
The current push toward separation comes from the perception that the UMC has lost its way, and not just a disagreement over social issues. The one command Jesus gave us before He ascended into Heaven is, “Go and make disciples.” When the agenda of the church is driven by social issues and not making disciples, who is it that has the amnesia?
Good point about making disciples of all men.
Bill, thanks for your reflections. I see things a bit differently. Social issues are concrete opportunities for God’s message and grace to be realized. The pain suffered by society’s marginalized is a call to confront the powers of the world in Christ’s name. I agree that making disciples is the core mission of the church. Standing up against the forces that hurt and oppress people proclaims the gospel in a way that can be witnessed by others, especially younger generations. They come to know Jesus when they see his teachings making a difference in the world.
Thank you, Greg. Very thought provoking, and for me needs a lot of study and self reflection.
Does being a disciple include loving God and neighbor with our whole heart?